Lost amidst the clamor of the city streets, I stumbled upon a realization. Standing there, leaning against the iron railings, I couldn’t fathom how many hours had passed since I set out. Yet, here I was, kilometers away from home, engulfed by the bustling chaos, wondering how I had ventured so far.
I find myself embroiled in a fierce internal struggle, navigating through the trials of death and rebirth, only to find myself dying and being reborn once more. Despite my relentless efforts, I am unable to grasp the comfort of your embrace. Desperately, I cry out to you, pleading for your protection, confessing that I am not as strong as I appear. Yet, despite my fervent attempts, your embrace remains out of reach.
As the battle raged within, I felt your light slowly fading from my life, leaving me stranded in a darkness of my own making. Helpless, I watched as my efforts amounted to naught. It was then that I understood: I could never contain the vastness of the ocean within my grasp. And with that realization, I knew that it is leaving me with decades of experience etched upon my soul, turning my hair grayer than before.
In the midst of my daydream, a deep, resonant voice gently pulled me back to reality. Opening my eyes, I found myself by the roadside, the caring taxi driver standing nearby, concern etched on his face. ‘Sir, Sir, are you alright? Do you need any help?’ he asked. With a soft smile, I assured him I was fine. However, as I started my journey homeward, a shiver of fear danced down my spine. The once-familiar path now seemed daunting, and doubts crept into my mind. How would I navigate my way back alone, after being guided here with your hand in mine? Suspicion and uncertainty weighed heavily upon me, casting a shadow over the road ahead
Will I have the strength to navigate this path alone, or will your absence plunge me into the depths of despair? I’m uncertain, truly uncertain