To don’t have this much expectations from yourself, and don’t doubt and blame yourself. Accept that some days will come that you wouldn’t do anything productive accept that some days will come that your mind would be locked and you won’t be able to work, achieve or receive. Accept that sometime no matter what you do you make a miss sometimes this matter might take longer time, so don’t blame yourself and be patient.
To myself; don’t be very this much professional and creative, never compare yourself to others and don’t disturb your mental health, if it’s to be compared and you look honestly to the matter you would be far better for a lot of people and you would be far worse from a lot of people so, rule out the comparison. Go slow and be patient.
Don’t expect that every day when you wake up from the sleep you will conquer new milestones, sometimes you will feel dull, sometimes you will feel tired and it’s alright we are all humans. Small steps matter, take them and be patient.
To myself; accept that everything will not go as you have planned, be proud of yourself that you are still continuing, be proud that you have kept your calm and you have managed your boat not to sink. Sometimes it’s alright not to take creative steps, not to load heavy staff on your shoulders. You are the artist of your life and experience of this much struggle will take you where you really deserve so be patient.
To myself; you have dived to the sea and now it’s time to open yourself and not to be scared of the water, just relax, go under the water, open your eyes and keep your calm and the water itself will take you back up. Sometimes we have to let life do the things for us, so be patient.